I was born in good Christian home and I enjoyed going to church and every activities in the church.
I was in the choir, and praise and worship team until I wrote my final exams and went to Delta State to stay with my Auntie and her family. There in Delta my Auntie’s husband was an Elder in the church I won’t like to mention her name.
And I quickly joined the band, with help of my Auntie’s husband many protocols were shelved off, 6weeks to the church and in band the Pastor started Dumbing me each time I led in praise or worship, I thought it was just to encourage me until one Sunday afternoon the Pastor demanded to see after service, my family were happy that pastor could demand to see me, that means he’s happy with service to God.
But reaching there the pastor stood up and hugged me, immediately I discovered his big manhood is up and looking for whom to devour, I became scared but he told me not to be that nobody will me beauty without his body reacting, that is just normal, he now appreciated the way I came to his church and immediately join the band and was doing well.
He gave me a white envelope as a token of appreciation, I quickly reminded him that I need not to appreciated since it god’s work, but he appreciation is allowed. I took it and stood up to go he grabbed my hands and moved it to his trouser and began to Robb it on his … And kissed me and I left.
But at home I became dead and could not understand what it was and at night I dreamed having sex with him, and that was it, the next Saturday I went church early to inform him about the dream the worst happens and I was raped by him.
From that day I stopped going to church and never told anybody why. But now I want to open up should I tell the whole world or my family or keep.mute forever?